you took a trip
Oh and the thunder is loud right about now. Is it wrong that I am hoping for my sisters baseball practice to be cancelled so she and my dad will come home and maybe take me to Boston Pizza and the mall. We need groceries in this house, there is nothing.
Things that are fun: reading old diaryland/other internet diary entries/real journals written by yourself or people you love but mostly yourself because all you do is notice change. Yeah, life changes lots. Last year right now I was probably on a boat or swimming or maybe just saying 'ohhhh family.' Now I am just saying 'ohhhh family.' Yeah, some things change but I think more stay the same.
That's depressing. I want to wake up a new person. Not really new, improved. Maybe that is what I will devote myself to over the next month. Self improvement and keeping things. I don't know what to say after that.
Except I am hungry because all I've eaten today is a muffin and some fruitopia which doesn't count because it is a liquid. bdsfnsdjksd;m BYE.
