all you ever wanted

I don't really have anything positive to say so don't expect this to be a worthy way for you to spend the next three minutes. Lately I find myself in the most awkward, uncomfortable situations and I don't know how to deal with that? And there were more sentences here about all the kinds of people I don't like but just know there are a lot and I would stay home and comfortable all the time but home isn't that comfortable lately. So that's life, I guess. My mom and grandma like to talk about grad with me even though I don't want to talk about it. I guess when less than half of your relatives graduate it is suddenly a big deal. Yes because grad night is the night. Whatever. I think that grad night will have as much importance in my mind as last night did. Which was a lot, I guess. It's funny, the situations that make you learn about yourself.

I don't know how I am supposed to get to school this week because my sister took my bus pass and my gas tank is pointing towards empty. Maybe I just won't go.

I need to go make myself sassy and do bio homework. That is the last thing I would ever like to do. The first thing I would ever like to do is win the lottery right now and just know some things. Yeah.

My mom wants me to go to pharmacy school but at this point I'm too scared to do anything with the rest of my life. As excited as I am to be fully responsible for my own actions and my own dishes, it probably won't be as fun as projected.