needle in the hay

What an emotional song. What an EMOTIONAL DAY/WEEK/LIFE. So far being seventeen sucks more than sixteen did and sixteen was not that fun over all. I've been thinking about what I'll remember about being this age when I'm older and I hope that all the bad stuff just blurs into nothing because that wouldn't be a very good story to tell my children? All I do is think about the future and how in one year I won't live here and how that is kind of scaryyyy. But I don't know. Maybe I'll survive. I hope so. As much as I complain about living, it's alright most of the time.

My friends are so lame. And I am actually really upset about it right now even though I wasn't an hour ago. You're dumb, I hope your night sucked. Sorry but it's your fault, I could have been fun!